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asokani
member
ID 16628
Date: 12/22/2007
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winter....lonely
honey! i am understanding what you are feeling and what is happening on you because same the way i am too. trust me, since the day when we meet each other i never thought that play game with your life with your future with your heart. but its very hurt me now which i am doing with you today. you dont say that i did not say i missing you ... i do miss you so much honey, i do love you honey, i do keep feeling with you honey, i do put you in my deepest heart honey, i will never let go all memorable from my mind which are still alive between you and me honey, i will always remember that you was my love after i know you married honey, i such a fool girl so i did not look at back i just been crazy in my way honey, your wife know about our love...nothing is secrets with her.. im really sorry honey, i have big mistake because im come in your life,, im not a good girl, im not good with you, im bad with your wife. always i wish u are happy.. but now with our love.. its hurt you and your wife, im sorry, really sorry.. beacuse i love you, i love you from my heart so i'll leave , , now you dont hv let to tell any thing what did not happend between you and your wife honry, honey im understading what happend there . honey .........
THIS IS WHAT IM FEELING NOW SO IM WRITING,, BECAUSE I CANT SEND FOR MY LOVE,, AND I CNAT KEEP ITS IN MY MIND MORE. ITS MAKE ME CRAZY SO I WRITE DOWN .,. AND HOEP EVRYBODY READ IT AND SHARE WITH ME, PSL TELL ME WHAT CAN I DO NOW??
I KNOW HIM FROM THE INTENET , ONE DAY I FEEL SAD,,BS I LOST MY JOB AND WAS SICK, NOTHING TO DO, A BAD DAY SO IM JOINED CHAT ROOM AND I MET HIM THERE. I DONT LIKE MAKE FRIENDS AND DONT HAVE ANY CHAT FRIEND BEFORE, BECAUSE I THINK CHATTER JUST LIKE FUN AND NOT HONEST ,, AND YOU CANT NOT TALK FACE TO FACE WITH THEM,, JUST FUN. BUT SINCE I KNOW HIM,, MY MIND IS CHANGE , HE REALLY DIFFRENT, WE HAVE FUN TIME AND TALKED ABOUT MANY THING,, WE PROMISE WILL KEEP THIS FRIEND SHIP AND WE ARE GOOD FRIENDS FOREVER,, AND HE TOLD ME THAT HE HAVE WIFE.. HE FOREINGER AND LIVING IN SINGAPOR,, MY ENGLISH IS POOR BUT HE ALWAYS LISTEN AND UNDERSTAND ME ,., WE SHARE MANY THINGS. DAY BY DAY, SUDENTLY ONCE DAY WE RECOGINE THAT WE ARE FALL IN LOVE , AND IM CRIED WHEN HE SAID THAT HE LOVE ME , AND HE CRIED WHEN I SAID THAT I LOVE HIM TOO.. WE HAVE SAME THOUGH, SAME FEELING AND SAME LOVE....
OH MY GOD I CANT TYPE MORE,, IM CRYING .. I CANT CONTROL MY SELF I'LL TELL YOU LATER OK. PLS UNDERSTAND ME , IM VERY SAD AND MISS HIM SO MUCH.
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Reply:
cuteteen
member
REF: 97565
Date: 12/24/2007
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hjx..poor wá..so lonely xmas huh??
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Reply:
trangminhdao
member
REF: 97578
Date: 12/26/2007
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Hello Asokani,
I do understand ur situation because, to be honest, I have a love on the internet too. You can share your feelings with me if you want to. About him, it will take a very long time for ur pain to be eased. But one thing for sure that you could never forget him...
Maybe, he is not for you. Just wait until your right guy come and save you from the sorrow he left you in.
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Reply:
asokani
member
REF: 97587
Date: 12/27/2007
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HI TRANGMINHDAO!!
nice to meet you and thanks for understanding,how was ur xmass?? hoep every thing is good and God bless u all.after wrote down,,long time im not come back bs im so sad,, at xmass im not go out just stayed home n lie on the bed,, n thinking about my future, some plan to do..many feeling come in my heart.
many people dont belive in love from the internet ., but some people marry n live happy together ,, and same u , can u share your love wiht me??
3days ago hi send me 2vocie ms,, and i hear him cry,.,,OMG, i cant stand,, its hurt me, i know we hv true love, its not easy to fall in love then forget some one ,, bs with what we hd its very wonderful,, we are pure and honest , he really a part of my live,but bs i love him and wish him always happy,, so i know i must leave ..
i'll try my best to do good thing for my self bs i knwo if i hv good life he will happy ,, last time it was terrible .. but New Year coming ,, i will change some thing to get fum time in my life,
look forward to hear from u
(i know i'll hv mistake bs my skill E isn't good, so pls correct and help me improve ok, bs im just typing what im thinking... hope u can unerstand, thanks)
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Reply:
asokani
member
REF: 97588
Date: 12/27/2007
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HOW CAN I FORGET THE PAST??? I WISH I CAN KILL MY SELF TO FEEL THE PAINFUL MEMORIES......SO SAD.
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Reply:
trangminhdao
member
REF: 97590
Date: 12/27/2007
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hi Asokani,
All the pain you have sufferred, I have been through, but I believe that it is much deeper than mine. The Past can't be forgotten as well as the memory b/w you and him. Time is the only antidote, believe me. If you are sure about leaving him can make him happy, then accept the truth and try not to think about it. Go outside to ur work, let ur head no free time or your heart will never stop bleeding...
But, Asokani, if he does love you that much, why doesn't he just come to you to have a happy ending after all?? (I know he has got a wife but, true love can break it through, don't u think so?)
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Reply:
asokani
member
REF: 97591
Date: 12/27/2007
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hi,TRANGMINHDAO.
last time when we love each other he said that he will come to meet me on Feb or early Mar,,(2008) i though that we will hv fun time, it will be the first n last time ,, but wonderfull in my life.
now he in difficult with his wife, and he disappear ,,maybe a week.even long time we not see n talk eachother but i belive that he still think about me, and once day he will come here. i trust in our love, i think now,, just give him time to over come. if i hv any thing new i'll tell u ok,
i lost my job last 2month ago,, still looking for job but its not easy bs i dont hv much experience, im graduated in 20/8/2007, im an accoutant ,, but i dont like to being an accoutant , my dreams is tour guide bs i love travel lot. now every evening im going to study Toeic and Secertary. i'll finish on mid Feb, hope i can get a good job.
i hv many free time, just going to school at night ,,that why im thinking about him lot. but i'll try to let me head no free time ,,maybe by the way talk to u or study.
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Reply:
vugiamy
member
REF: 97942
Date: 02/16/2008
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HI ! asokani ! iS NICE TOO MEET YOU
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Reply:
asokani
member
REF: 97970
Date: 02/23/2008
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Hello, Vugiamy nice to meet you too, how are you?
Enjoy your weekend, see you later.
Bye.
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